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31 December 2013 @ 10:18 pm
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J2 (Supernatural RPS)
summary: A secret that ought to bring them closer together, might tear them apart.

+++spanish version+++

(up to 1000 words)

Supernatural - "What should have been" - verse
+Things Never Said+++A Concersation With God+++
++The Deeper Meaning+++

++++All In Your Hands++
+++Do You Love Me?+++Guilt+++Finally+++Confession++++Home+++Certainty+
Current Location: hamburg, germany
Current Mood: calmcalm
09 July 2012 @ 01:01 pm

title: Again And Again (part two of the verse)
author: germanjj
verse: Hide From The Moon
fandom: Teen Wolf
pairing: Derek/ Stiles
genre: slash, angst, fluff
warnings: underage (Stiles is 17, I think)

summary: When he looks back, it seems pretty obvious. But as it happens, it's kinda sneaking up on them. This whole ... friendship. Or whatever this is.

author's note: so yeah. This is actually the second part of a verse that's been running around in my head for ages now. And since I can't seem to write the first part I figured, hey, just write the second, maybe the first part wants to come out then.

The only thing you kind of need to know: After the pool scene, Derek somehow ended up spending the night on Stiles floor and they kind of didn't kill each other. So.

(also, this is not beta'd, I'm sorry. Any volunteers? :))


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Hey guys! *cuddles everyone*

How are you guys doing? WHAT are you guys doing? Everything okay around here? :)

First of all, I have to say a BIG Thank YOU! to the_last_shadow, kebab1806 and peepingdru for your lovely v-gifts for my birthday. They were sooo sweet and made me sooo happy and I can't even begin to thank you for thinking of me, even if I have been a shitty lj-firend lately (who am I kidding, for the last two years!). thank you thank you thank you!!

But here's a cute picture I got for my birthday that beat everything else that I wanted to share:


His name is Paul. He's two months old now and the son of two of my best friends. Some of you might be able to see it: he has Down Syndrom.

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uhm, wow, this got a little bit personal and long. But that's what I've been up to the last few months and why there are some other things on my mind lately. Strange how one day I was looking at the picture of Jensen with Levi, putting it up on my wall, not knowing that not even four weeks later, I'll be in the same situation as Jensen. I'm not Paul's aunt by blood, but definitely by love.

Anyway, what I wanted to do actually is to tell you guys about the
2012 Down Syndrom Guild of Dallas Buddy Walk
(Team Levi)

Jensen's nephew could use your help again! It's an amazing cause and now very close to my heart. So if you want to help, every dollar counts! :)

Okay, I close this post with an "I LOVE YOU GUYS"! Even if I'm not around much and I miss a lot, you still mean sooo much to me and knowing you're here in the back of my mind makes every day a lot better :)
08 May 2012 @ 03:37 pm

title: Never Letting Go
author: germanjj
words: 1000
genre: RPS, Hawaii-Five-O, pre-slash
no beta

summary: Alex is back.

note #1: I have to admit, I'm a little scared to post this. But I just had to write something about this. Alex checking himself in to rehab worried me more than I ever expected. So... *hands*

note #2: the comment about Alex missing his "glow" is actually from a friend of mine. the last episode before we got the news about Alex, she texted me that something looked off about him. That she though he looked pale.

go here for AO3

01 May 2012 @ 11:38 am
I just wanted to adress this too, because being there that weekend, I'm actually not sure what's floating around in the internet right now.

As far as I understand, it all sounds like it happened like this (also according to the statement Rogue released): Jared cancelled AE3 and A8 to be with his son, he mentioned that during the convention and only then Rogue found out about it.

ETA: please scroll through the comments to read Doug's statement about this. 

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01 May 2012 @ 10:46 am
wow, this is a really long report. And written in the post-convention-I-love-everyone-and-everything-is-perfect-state so bear with me, okay ;P and if you haven't already, make sure to check out the youtube videos!

okay, here we go:

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10 April 2012 @ 08:39 pm
I think probably most of you have seen it and/ or have been receiving your own letters, but I never would have thought they would actually send it this far!

For everyone who has no idea what I'm talking about: Last year at a convention, Jensen told us about his nephew Levi who has Down Syndroms and about the Buddy Walk in Dallas and Team Levi. I was "watching" the con live on twitter and was among the first people who donated, but then it just exploded and we, as a fandom, collected a lot of money for this cause and that beautiful little boy.

For Christmas last year, they already sent out Christmas Cards with a Thank You note. Now today, I got this super sweet picture of Jensen and Levi with Jensen's autograph (I don't think it's "real", as in Jensen signed every picture. I can't even imagine how he would have found the time to do that) and a letter saying thank you once again. The crazy thing is: the letter is hand-signed by a member of the Ackles family! 

I'm absolutely speechless that they're actually doing this. That they decided to sit down and print out all those letters and handwrite all the addresses and even send them as far as Germany! I'm so moved by their gratefulness and appreciation. Giving and receiving is clearly a cycle and it just never ends :))
25 March 2012 @ 10:40 pm
long time no post ;)

good GOD, I loooved the last episode sooo much!! random thoughts here (because I feel like I have neglected my family fandom and this is how I cope)

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06 March 2012 @ 10:14 pm
for all the Sherlock fans on my flist - if you haven't seen them already, you really should now!! these are REAL trailers from South Korea. Not kidding. REAL. :)

03 March 2012 @ 08:49 pm

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this just scared the crap out of me. The first thing I read were tweets on twitter and notes on tumblr saying "get well soon, Alex" and "#goodluckcommander" and my heart is still beating like crazy. After reading the article and other entries from fans, I believe that everything is going to be alright soon, but still. People are dying all around us from exactly the same thing, so I feel super worried here. But I count the fact that he checked himself in as the most important sign that everything will get better. 

and yeah, I realize I might be overreacting but ever since Heath Ledger, this is definitely a weak spot with me. I'm not good with this whole worry/not-worry-thing.